Homesick

For the past few days I've been feeling REALLY REALLY homesick and depressed.
So I was looking up homesickness on the web and came across some insights.
There were mental and physical symptoms and according to that I'm severely homesick.

Yearning to go back home? check.
Constant feeling of loneliness? check.
Sadness for no valid reason? check.
Strong feelings of anxiousness? check.
Lack of motivation? check.

Loss of confidence? check.
Depressive thoughts? check.
Frequent mood swings? check.
Unexplainable pain? check.
Sense of insecurity? check.
Living in isolation? check.
Lack of appetite? check

Symptoms:
Headache? check.
Nausea? check.Hair loss? check.
Weight loss? check.
Vomiting? Not yet.
Stomach ulcers? Not yet.
Diarrhea? Not yet.
Muscular cramps? check.
Muscular tension? check.
Suicidal thoughts? check(surprisingly)

Yupp, I'm severely homesick.
and yeah, the suicide bit is also true. I even went as far to look up "suicide methods" in wikipedia.

This is me right now

And this is my life cycle.

I don't know how long this will last. I cant work, concentrate or do anything. I miss everything so much I've been crying for the last few days. Then when I phone back home, it makes me cry even more because I cant tell them.
 I've practically limited myself to the extent of this room.
I feel so lonely and helpless.

Me with Ammu

The things I'd give to be home right now, seated before my mother while she rubs oil on my messy hair.
To be with my family, with my friends, and all that used to be.
I guess times like this make you realize how much you love certain things and how tightly you want to hold on.

Ammu, I love you.
Missing you so badly.

And I think my friends already know how much I love them.
 
The only consolation, the websites say its a temporary phase.

P.S: I am not a girl having menstrual mood swings.

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Posters from Khulna University

In this thread, I'll be posting about some random cool things from Khulna University.

Thats all.

Poster for cultural program of the music organization "VOIROBI" (ভৈরবী)

Poster for the freshers reception of '11 batch, Pharmacy discipline.
Designed by Goatlord Emon.

Poster for the freshers reception of '11 batch, Architecture discipline.
Designed by...me.

for noise fest, 2014

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Light Calligraphy

Every once in a while, you come across something so amazing that just blows your mind. In a world with every possible form of art, you may think that you have seen it all.

Well, you’re wrong.

Guys, meet Julien Breton, also known as Kaalam. This French guy can be seen waving and swinging torches and lights in streets, fields or in the dark.
Believe me, he’s not fooling around.
Breton is a calligraphy artist in profession.
And what’s unusual about his pieces?
He paints his letters with lights.
YES.
LIGHTS.

This guys somehow managed to bring two really amazing form of art together.  Calligraphy and Light art.
His method is fairly simple. He uses a camera with really long exposure time and then, with unbelievable precision and care, uses electric torches and lights to paint his characters. Since the camera has long exposure, only the movement and the trail of the lights are visible, not the person doing it.These are so perfect, every curve is so realistic, that it almost looks digitally mastered.
But, thry're not.

Breton’s fascination in calligraphy began in 2001. He is particularly fascinated by asian calligraphy and Arabic calligraphy. But since he doesn’t know Arabic, he invented a font that looks Arabic, but actually is French.
He also happens to be self taught.

Needless to say, this guy has won numerous awards.

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