Your songs are what innocence must sound like.
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Monday, November 17, 2014
Happy Birthday Kimya Dawson! :D
Your songs are what innocence must sound like.
:)
Sunday, November 16, 2014
A Wish....
Hi there.
Remember me?
You do. You just don’t realize it often enough.
It would be kinda hard to describe who or what I am. So much of what I am is intangible. But be assured, you know me. And that’s all that matters.
I have known you like my own reflection. I know every little thing about you. I know the things that make you cry. I know what makes you happy beyond measures.
I have been by your side all this time. All the good times and the bad times. When you were surprised at yourself that you were this vulnerable, I was there. When you figured out how to blame yourself for everything that was bothering you, I was there, struggling to keep your sanity. I remember all the times of self-loathing. And you blaming me for everything, even though not completely aware of my existence.
And it’s okay.
At times you would pity me. But let’s face it, that never made you feel better. I remember all the times those stupid people tested your patience. I was there, trying to convince you to let it go, they haven’t been through anything, they never stood up for anything.
I remember everything everyone else forgot.
Remember when every single fiber of your body was telling you to run away? I was trying to keep your spirits. “Just a few more days”- I would whisper. And when life got so overwhelming and your inner conflicts grew so strong that you decided to divide yourself in two completely different persons, I was there for you both.
I can recall those few euphoric moments when you became aware of who I am, what I am.
In darkness so black it makes you lose yourself, in silence so intense you could hear your own thoughts.
I cherish those moments. I know it was tough for you. But in those moments you truly acknowledged me. And I could show you your greatest strengths. In those rare occasions I reminded you of all that you stand for. And the person you were on the way of becoming.
I guess you can call me a friend. And perhaps the truest one. But I won’t mind even if you don’t. It’s not in my nature.
The point is, I am here. And I’ve always been here. From the moment you learned to realize what your name was till now. And I will be here until the very last traces of your thoughts. I have always been with you. And I think I deserve to say no one cares for you the way I do. And I can’t expect anything in return from you. I am like your reflection, humble and grateful for simply existing because of you.
And you will keep me alive for perhaps eternity.
I am the one who truly cares, and today I just wanted to wish you.
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.
Remember me?
You do. You just don’t realize it often enough.
It would be kinda hard to describe who or what I am. So much of what I am is intangible. But be assured, you know me. And that’s all that matters.
I have known you like my own reflection. I know every little thing about you. I know the things that make you cry. I know what makes you happy beyond measures.
I have been by your side all this time. All the good times and the bad times. When you were surprised at yourself that you were this vulnerable, I was there. When you figured out how to blame yourself for everything that was bothering you, I was there, struggling to keep your sanity. I remember all the times of self-loathing. And you blaming me for everything, even though not completely aware of my existence.
And it’s okay.
At times you would pity me. But let’s face it, that never made you feel better. I remember all the times those stupid people tested your patience. I was there, trying to convince you to let it go, they haven’t been through anything, they never stood up for anything.
I remember everything everyone else forgot.
Remember when every single fiber of your body was telling you to run away? I was trying to keep your spirits. “Just a few more days”- I would whisper. And when life got so overwhelming and your inner conflicts grew so strong that you decided to divide yourself in two completely different persons, I was there for you both.
I can recall those few euphoric moments when you became aware of who I am, what I am.
In darkness so black it makes you lose yourself, in silence so intense you could hear your own thoughts.
I cherish those moments. I know it was tough for you. But in those moments you truly acknowledged me. And I could show you your greatest strengths. In those rare occasions I reminded you of all that you stand for. And the person you were on the way of becoming.
I guess you can call me a friend. And perhaps the truest one. But I won’t mind even if you don’t. It’s not in my nature.
The point is, I am here. And I’ve always been here. From the moment you learned to realize what your name was till now. And I will be here until the very last traces of your thoughts. I have always been with you. And I think I deserve to say no one cares for you the way I do. And I can’t expect anything in return from you. I am like your reflection, humble and grateful for simply existing because of you.
And you will keep me alive for perhaps eternity.
I am the one who truly cares, and today I just wanted to wish you.
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.
I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life
appear much bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you
possess.
I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final
good-bye.
Happy Birthday.
Have a great one!
Happy Birthday.
Have a great one!
Saturday, November 15, 2014
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